my life got about a thousand times better once i stopped censoring myself
and by censoring i don’t mean i suddenly embraced indiscriminate swearing; i mean i stopped trying to sugarcoat my past or my feelings; i stopped lying by omission; i stopped having guilty pleasures; i began unabashedly enjoying whatever i liked; i became very honest; i cut out of my life poisonous people and negative ideals, and i am so, so much happier for it
I met like pretty much THE perfect guy tonight (or let me rephrase, a guy with pretty much all the traits I would like in a significant other) and I very literally let him walk away. He seemed to like me back BUT I JUST LET HIM WALK AWAY. We spent the entire night talking about anything and everything, he even walked me home, AND. I. JUST. LET. HIM. FUCKING. WALK. AWAY. Like, WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME. Clearly I am not meant to interact with anyone I find attractive. I will buy a cat and just accept my fate as a crazy cat lady (even if I am allergic to cats) as this is clearly my destined path in life.
OF COURSE the new video comes out when I happen to be at a concert. Legit came so close to playing the video in the middle of a mosh pit, y’all don’t even know.
nicepeachyfuzz replied to your post “So I found out about the Nothing Much To Do webseries last night. …”
i’m dying for an update
Me too. AND I ONLY OFFICIALLY JOINED THE FANDOM 20 HOURS AGO. Definitely feeling for you guys who have already had to wait four flippin’ days!!!